I didn't know that I'm a born actor!

I didn't know that I'm a born actor. I can actually get used and still holding onto the role. I am the drama king, I'm a born actor. I'm so good in portraying what people want to see from me; A boyfriend, a good friend, a listener, a smart alex, a drama king, an asshole, a lala fuck, a cinapek, a villain, and most importantly, a good person that says "I'm too good-hearted, come and use me! I can be your nigga, your bruda, your sista, your princess, your driver" In fact I love giving out invitations to people to use me. I even go as far as crossing genders just to please people. I think my purpose in life is to please people.


I am so useful, I can be in any role and portray it how people want it to be. Maybe because I'm so good in acting, now I'm suffering a locus of identity, lack of self consciousness and self-esteem. Who am I really? I don't know.

I became so technical, a functional robot that you can programme almost anything on me.

"pick u up? no problem! teman lepak? no problem! belanja you? no problem!"


There's no room for me to lay my name down as an individual, its all about building steps to fulfill people's needs, painting colours into other people's picture.

The great kanye west said: "Get use to getting used. And if you cant be used, then you're useless." well said, the Almighty Kanye.