overlove

I bet that you felt obligated to reply me when I texted or tweeted you. It was clearly shown when your reply seemed half-hearted. Texting or tweeting you is the only way for me to show my concerns for you. You don't have to reply if you don't want to..

I didn't want to disturb you, just that I can't live thru the day without seeing your text or tweets..I'm a fragile soul and I admitted it.

Remember our promise about being open and truthful to each other? Since that day where I thought you've started avoiding me, our relationship went somewhat deteriorated. I admitted I hide my dissatisfaction and my ever fonding feelings towards you; and you started avoiding me in some way, at least the way I see it.

But what can I do about it? I'm clear about my position in this relationship, so much so, that I tend to blur the lines to confuse myself from the ever cruel fact about us.

Maybe today I will start to be myself, to be the man in the mirror again..leaving this world of despo fantasy. Thank you so much for the memories :')

tears of joy...

Damn.