DOUBTS DOUBTS DOUBTS..
You had broken your promise..
Why?
The certainty in my mind towards near future has now gone..the image in my mind has faded and crushed into pieces, absorbed by the black hole in the nature of gravity. I was heartbroken when this occurred, even thou I had expected this. YET I trusted you and your innocence..You were indeed very complicated, like what my best friend said.
The other promise you made is not valid to me anymore, seriously. BUT yet I will fulfill my promise and try my best to make it memorable to you.
Please don't ever promise what you can't fulfill or wish not to.
I am one fragile soul, I can't take these kind of pain...
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
The thoughts in my mind are far beyond comprehension
Well. It's been a while since i lay down my thoughts in this spiderweb filled site, I'm sorry for being irresponsible for that :D Anyway, it's been a fast paced-year, even faster than last year i felt; maybe because I was already working since July to get debts off my ass. Well the struggle of loneliness is still here till today, but I think i should be able to get away from it.
Have you ever thought, that a breakup in an couple relationship is not totally a bad-idea? You might think I've been very cruel to come to this point, or even thinking of benefiting in some way through someone's breakup. It's the man code that runs in our rational(well maybe girls won't understand this). I have a friend, well both are my friends, just that i knew the guy first. After they broke up, my girl-friend(kawan perempuan) came and look for me to seek for comfort, and to share her sorrow. It's always my pleasure being a listener; but as i gotten into her world, magic happens :) You know what I mean. NO I DON'T LIKE HER but hell yeah she's the one if i were to be with her, as her personality and mentality is almost the same as mine, even the childhood experiences and our interests. Totally amazed by the similarities and how compatible we are.
BUT AS I SAID THE MAN CODE RUNS IN OUR BLOOD, it is ethically wrong to grab your best friend(the guy)'s ex, it sort of like taking away his happiness or duplicating his way of happiness or something, it just the wrong thing to do.
will be continued :D time to relax first, yum cha time!
Have you ever thought, that a breakup in an couple relationship is not totally a bad-idea? You might think I've been very cruel to come to this point, or even thinking of benefiting in some way through someone's breakup. It's the man code that runs in our rational(well maybe girls won't understand this). I have a friend, well both are my friends, just that i knew the guy first. After they broke up, my girl-friend(kawan perempuan) came and look for me to seek for comfort, and to share her sorrow. It's always my pleasure being a listener; but as i gotten into her world, magic happens :) You know what I mean. NO I DON'T LIKE HER but hell yeah she's the one if i were to be with her, as her personality and mentality is almost the same as mine, even the childhood experiences and our interests. Totally amazed by the similarities and how compatible we are.
BUT AS I SAID THE MAN CODE RUNS IN OUR BLOOD, it is ethically wrong to grab your best friend(the guy)'s ex, it sort of like taking away his happiness or duplicating his way of happiness or something, it just the wrong thing to do.
will be continued :D time to relax first, yum cha time!
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