Well well well...

December 22, 2008
That was hell of a time since the last time i wrote my rants, but doesn't mean that i had peaceful days these few months. Of course there will be times of bad and good, and unfortunately i had to say to myself that i had a overwhelming events that i wish i wouldn't have to experience. No love movements these months, exclude with a lil flirtatious experience with few wonderful individuals. =)

To my dear friends who knew the big secret of mine,
Really appreciate of you guys comforting me despite the facts presented to you guys.
except for one who don't give a fuck and go on fuck my life with the facts; seriously regretted sharing it with you. To others, Jimuiz or niggaz for live man !

To you my dearest jimui,
After the car accident, i seriously felt our friendship fell apart. I really miss the times where we share our time hanging out and sharing our hard time stories, well those were the days. It's was a little of procastination, with a little of college works and the job in U mobile that stands in the way of joining you and the rest of the bunch. I was upset for not having the time to spend time together working things out, as you can strongly notice sometimes i've gone back home earlier than anyone else after meet ups. Maybe it's destine or what we call (lack of) " yuan fen " that disallowed me to share my time with you guys. Maybe it's my problem of not having a good time management plan for myself. I don't know man, but i am my best to work out something to catch up. As for now, i shall keep the feeling of loneliness and being left aside to myself; i know i am the cause of all this.



And to you who advised me on my life,
Maybe your right, i am one fragile soul.

But i will hang on tough enough,
Not to worry. =)


July 30, 2010
It was hell of a time since the last time I wrote my shit, and I been through lots of ups and downs that sometimes I wish that I could avoid; it's been overwhelming and exhausted at the same time. No love excitement for me(as usual), just some flirtatious moments with few wonderful individuals :D

To my dear friends who knew the big secret of mine,
Really appreciate of you guys comforting me despite of the ugly truth being revealed; except for YOU! Yeah, if you know I'm talking about you, I don't give a shit anymore, I'm moving on, and so should you.

To you my dearest jimui,
After the car accident, our friendship fell apart; like a car being driven off the cliff. I really miss the times where we used to hang out, share our dirty little secrets, or even pick the clothes for your clubbing sessions. I really miss those days, I really do. It's too late to say I miss us, yet I'm not ready to tell myself its over between us.

It's was a lil bit of laziness, stacks of college obligations, and the job in U mobile refrained me from joining you guys. I was selfish for not staying back to help out, being the first one to leave after meet-ups and stuff. I came up with bullshit excuses like having lack of yuan fen(jodoh) as answers to all that. Maybe I not wise enough to plan my schedule, or it was just plain procrastination. As for the solution, I will try my best to patch things up and put me right back to where I was. As for now, I shall keep the feeling of loneliness and isolation to myself, oh well.



And to you who advised me on my life,
Maybe you're right that I'm one fragile soul.
But I will hang on as tough as I can.



Fuck! Was my English that bad back then? o.0